A letter from July 19th, 2020

hi ashley! ang panget tingnan. hi nineteen-year-old self nalang! today, sunday, july 19, 2020 im writing this letter for you kasi bored na bored na ako. so, how are you? alam mo ba, while i was writing this i think one year nang may covid. may covid parin ba? anong kinukuha mong course? are you studying to be an architect? or nag iba ka na nang course? while writing this, wala talaga akong planong mag architect, sinabi ko lang yun para tumahimik at ma-impress sina mommy. binilhan pa nga ako ni mommy ng pang paint kahit ang kailangan naman ata sa pag aarchitect eh yung mga ruler pati yung mga plates. saan ka nag-aaral ngayon? i heard kasi from my parents na i think sa ust or mapua ako mag-aaral para maging archi. kung ano mang profession ang pag-aaralan mo, sana maging succesful ka. sana gusto mo yang pinag-aaralan mo. sana nag-eenjoy ka sa ginagawa mo. may jowa ka na ba? kung meron man, ang landi mong hayop ka, charr. kung meron kang jowa, make sure na alam yan nila mommy and daddy. make sure din na gagawin mo syang inspiration para mag-aral. kung wala ka namang jowa, edi wala. wala din naman akong jowa kaya quits lang tayo. kpop stan ka parin ba? may mga albums or light sticks ka na ba? naka punta ka na ba sa mga concerts? as of now i currently stan 10 groups and more pa ata. hoi self, i recently watched a kdrama, yung title nya ay hospital playlist. it's about a group of friends who are currently doctors that have been friend for more or for two decades. ang tagal diba? next year pa lalabas yung season two kaya nakakainis. gusto kong mag karoon ng friends na magiging friends ko hanggang grumaduate ako at magtrabaho. mahirap man pero sana meron. may wish ako para sayo self, sana pagigihin mo yang pag-aaral mo self. kung nahihirapan ka man, ok lang mahirapan kasi parte yan ng life, wag ka nalang susuko. promise yourself that you're not going to give up no matter how hard life is. promise urself that no matter what happen, magiging successful ka, na yayaman ka. you will bw able to make ur parents proud one day. if you are reading this, im proud of you. you made it this far in life, without giving up. remember to treasure those moments with ur friends and family kasi hindi sila permanent. also if u can, find friends that are going ur friends until you get old. wala lang, ang ganda lang kasi ng ganong friendships. dont stress urself oki? make sure to eat well. napaka pa fall ko naman haha char. ang haba na nito. mas madami pa akong naisulat dito kesa sa nasulat ko sa mga exams ko huhu. sige na bye na. i love you. take care of yourself.