A letter from July 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Please listen to Stan by Eminem while reading this. It will Hit different. This is me writing this in 2020 Summer. COVID really hit hard and ****** up all my plans. I just finished from IAS for good and don't even know what I am doing in life right now. I ****** up my studies and all. But anyways what been up man how are you. I also just got my Lenovo laptop. My first laptop. How is that right now? Well anyways what do you do for a job? Did you even make it this far? I hope you are happy and not an addict. How is the Quran? do you read it every day? As of 2020, I have six-pack abs. Do I still have it? Is Kashfi married? Did I become a part of the RCMP? By now my real age is 23 right now and fake is 21. ****, when I'm writing this I am 16. Quite impressive for a 16-year-old. I still have the fattest crush on Madison Beer. I thought I could become Tiktok famous but that never happened. **** me. Am I even in Calgary? Did I go to jail? You never know. I wonder if my future self is even reading this **** right now. I hope my Quran is still strong. But more questions are incoming. Did I ever smoke yet? Or drink? Did I lose the Vcard? I wonder many things that I can't stop asking. What am I studying right now? How old are mom and dad atm? How did they age? What is my net worth? What car do I drive? What will life do to me and where will it take me? I really wanna know but time will tell me. Maybe I will be dead and someone else will open this email. Or maybe nobody will open it. Who knows? Well, anyways man take care... And also one more thing............. No matter what you are going through, good or bad, you matter and never give up. It's not worth it. Find a new reason to live and keep striving for what's right. My head is heating up right now from writing this email. I also suspect that I got the corona. My head hurts, I've been sneezing for a while now and have a bit of runny nose. Haha kinda disgusting but I don't mind writing it. And also Ahmed is 5 and Yousuf is 2. I really wonder what they will turn up like. Will Ahmed still hate naruto and love police? I remember 5 years ago it was 2015 and things were tough. I got in so much trouble in CIS. man, I really hated that place. I was filled with snakes. Ali, Fauzan and fake "kobe" wannabe. And don't even get me started on the other ones. I hate all backstabbers and all the people that doubted me. In 2016 I got suspended twice and went to IAS. I got ******* a few times but I learned to fight. Haha, I robbed people too. Do I still have the AirPods that Hanzala gave me? How is Big sheikh? What about Imran, Sakey, Khalid Hassan, Khalid Omar, Osman? Do I still talk to elhadge? What city do I live in? I hope i really make it until here of this letter. When I was a kid I used to think life was very deep and had a lot in it but growing up I realized its shallow as ****. I already lived more than 1 third of my life and half of my days of glory. When I'll be in my forties ill be close to the end of my youth. Another thing to keep in mind. I am 5 foot 10 and weight 63 kg. What will be my weight by the time I'm reading this? Did I go bald? It doesn't matter. Bald is cool. I mean look at Jason Statham and the Rock. Am I a disgrace to my parents? I don't know man. Anyways please take care. IDK why Im even saying take care. Its myself. I love myself. Muah....... Love you