A letter from July 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It’s been five years since we talked. You’re probably reading this and cringing at yourself for every writing this. I just wanted to remind you to look back and see how far you have came. Currently I’m a mess. I’m so scared of everything. My anxiety has been trying to ****** me and I feel like a failure right now. I’m not sure what I’m going to do with myself. I started counseling to see if that helps me get a grip of myself. I want to overcome my depression and anxiety. I want to improve as a person so that I can accomplish my goals. I’m not sure what I want to do with my future anymore. I’m deciding between Medical School, pharmacy school, or getting a PhD in psychology and becoming a professor. What route did you take? How’s your love life? Are you dating any one? Are you married? How’s Seth? If he’s with you right now. Tell him past you says hi and that I love him with all my heart. Did you ever tell him about your depression? How’s Elyse and Tessa? What happened with them. I’m so proud of you. I probably should go but I can’t believe you have gotten so far. I thank God for protecting you and keeping you safe. You got this.