A letter from July 15th, 2020

Hey. Currently there's a global pandemic going on and lots of crazy stuff happening. I've been staying inside mostly for the past few months. 2020 has been a pretty crazy year. I don't mind it honestly. Staying inside was already kinda my thing. I've been fine, but I'm worried about some of my friends. I've been coding things and was very happy about some coding commissions I did. Being paid to program things was extremely exciting, and I hope it's something I can do in the future(although I wouldn't be surprised if I regret this LMAO). This letter is coming in like 5 years, so I'll be what, 23? I can't imagine how much I'd have change by then. I hope I'm more confident in myself, less insecure. Life feels kind of stagnant right now, and a lot of things I want to do seem to be put on a sort of delay. One of the things that I've been trying to improve on is singing. The biggest fear I have is if my voice isn't right for it. Whenever I try to record it just doesn't sound right to me. I've heard that anyone can become a good singer if they just work on it, but I'm just worried if that's something I'm physically capable of. I think that's it for now, oh last thing. do you like men or women? both? neither? somewhere in between? lmk when u have the chance, cya.