A letter from July 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi. It's Wednesday, July 15 @2:40am. I'm very happy yet scared for the future. The Corona Virus is still rising in number because people won't wear masks or stay home, I really miss how life used to be, even the year with the ****** clowns was better! Everyone was like "Nothing can get worse than 2019, 2020 is going to be my year!' but it definitely got worse. We've had all kinds of stuff happen, the first Pride I was going to go to was cancelled, winds from the Sahara were crazy strong, Tiger King was a thing 😅, Hamilton was a thing 🖤, We are moving. We are moving in about 4 weeks to Campabello South Carolina, and hour and fifteen minutes from our house now. I still don't have a girlfriend but I hope that changes when I go to college. I definitely still have a crush on Emily even though ik I shouldn't because she's straight but.... How is college? How's life? How are the family? How's the love life? Is the virus wiped out yet? Do we still have to wear masks everywhere? Is everything still closed? I hope that by this time I'll have had my top surgery and everyone will call me Kai without me having to remind them. Speaking of which here's some facts about me now. I identify as Non Binary and Pan, I have short hair the sides and back cut short and the middle top longer. My hair is ombré pink, purple, teal. I'm still working at shorties bbq until the 7th of August. The 8th Emily, Maya, and I are supposed to have a picnic at Maya's house that I organized as a going away type party. McKenna and Yellie seem to be taking us moving harder than anyone else. They are at our house almost every day and McKenna wants to do things with me every single time she's over. I'm stopping therapy right before we move and I will have been in therapy for about a year or more ,it has really helped me and both Ema and Kelly were both amazing and helped me get out of my comfort zone and open up more. Currently "Dear Theadosia" is stuck in my head and it's all I can think about. A. Ham was very Bi and a player. I learned a lot of history from the musical that I never learned in school. Speaking of which I got good grads on the EOG, 5 in math and 4 in everything else. I hope this reaches you and your life is in a good place and you are in a good place Signed @3:06am -Kai, 17