A letter from July 14th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi Ellie. I love you. June 7th right now is a very special day to me and I really hope it is even more special to you. Its currently 9:41 pm. Finley is asleep on the phone, Winnie is by your side. Life is all you could ask for it to be. Despite how amazing life is the internal pain and struggles is still very hard on you, but you are excited for life and you've never been more excited to keep living. I hope in the next find years you find yourself. You find your full purpose. You find love within yourself. Body image is controlling me an my mind, I pray one day I am at peace. Although someday ***** sounds like closure and peace, I know I have so much to live for. 17 year old Elie has barely lived. I want to move out. I want to get married. I want to have kids. I want to graduate. I want to live in Hawaii. Thinking about my life so far like I can't remember a single time I've felt completely free and content. I know who I am and I know if I keep going God will bring me many blessings. I love you. I can't wait to be you. I love you Ellie. Always follow your heart. Please keep going forward, you are so loved.