A letter from July 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You always amazed me at such a young age, you overcame so much and learned so much so quickly. I am proud of you today (19) because you survived heartbreaks, pain on top of pain, unfairness, etc. You are so strong(19), but Right now you are the literal dream I have hoped for all our life. You are everything and more. You are living our dream life. You did it. You found peace, you found your calling. Now you may share with the world your purpose. You found your place. You found it and I am so **** proud of you. Please share you struggles with others so that they may know that you must fall to get up and continue. You are everything I ever dreamed of being. Thank you Laysha. You deserve this Earth and this earth deserves you... When I sent you this, you were heart broken about Max Permiakov.. remember him? haha maybe you are in love with an amazing man now that knocks you off your feet so you don't even remember that name. Or maybe time passed by and you were able to love him again and he proved to you that he is the man that is meant for you. Either way, what happened? I love you Laysha. This world means a lot more since you are apart of it. Natalie and Ashanti have the best big sister and role model in the world. Your mother adores. Your father watches from the sideline but he thinks of you at night and would love to be closer to you. Thank you for deciding to live. No one is you and that is your power.