A letter from July 8th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Today, July 8th 2020, 00.12(9Julideh) i feel so blessed. This is the perfect description of how body is filled with love and joy. Ive been trying for these past few weeks to be a better person. Truly, im inspired by my seniors. Especially community seniors, like nahok, temok, juyic and many else that i couldnt mention one by one due to the HIGH AMOUNT of good people here:”). Ive always wanted to be nice to everyone, to people i dont intend to be close to. It was hard. I think bcs i dont have anyone to represents what its like to be a pure angel:”)). But now, i have a whole community full of it. Im so glad,,, this day i feel so glad. So blessed. Ive done everything i could to reach that particular goal. I volunteered myself to write down the ccc meeting result, i said my prayer to close ccc meeting, i become legio maria member soon to be, i agreed to lead rosario prayer for the next legio maria meeting, i cheered up one of my friends, igna, i had a hakrab pawsl meeting and i was being kind and open and supportive. Also im very productive today, i lead my friend into studying soca and assigned the topics for each member. And i studied a bit too. I AM GLAD. I changed a bit. I improved myself. And one thing i wish and i pray and i beg you god,,, for this to be ongoing for the rest of my life. For me to never stop trying to improve myself. This whole time i prayed for your blessings to help me be a better person, and feel good about myself. I think today is the answer. I feel SO GOOD about myself and what ive done today. And god,, if someday or even in the next few days i change back to the previous me. Please remind me of this text. Remind me of HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO BE FILLED WITH LOVE AND JOY AND GRATEFULNESS. Dear future bad grace,,,,, i know u want to come back to this day, and reliving this whole experience of joy. This is not only for a formality. This is for YOU. This is for people around you. Make them feel as grateful as you are now having all the seniors caring for you. You did this bcs of you felt how good it feels like to be accepted and loved. FEELING SO GOOD TODAYYY<3..... u dont wanna miss it. Start today. This second. Youll thank me;)