Still a bit angry at him

Hey D I know you feel like you are angry at him, just a bit angry at him, but really you are angry at yourself and feel like you can't forgive you. I want to tell you that you deserve your own forgiveness... It's not your responsibility to heal others and make them kinder, more gentle people. They have their own path. Accept them as they are and start moving on from that experience. Forgive yourself. You did your best. You fell in love. you could not control who you fell for - in this instance. Maybe next time you can try and see the person before you like them, see them fully. But you didn't or rather you wouldn't, cause it was so wonderful to be in love. The only reason you are in pain now is because you left your barriers and allowed yourself to be vulnerable girl. It's ok. You are safe. You are safe now. There will be time in near future, when this pain will sort of make sense in the big picture of your life, like all big painful events did before and you'll see the new changing you coming out of this experience. I know you are angry now, I see you, I hear you girl. It's ok. You are safe. I love you