A letter from July 5th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi, you really do good today. Please please, pleaseeeeeeee forget him. I'm know its not easy, but you can try to release and do let go of that stupidity and imaginations of yours. At some point in this life, you must first seek your own value, learn more things by learning your ifs, mistakes, and hesitations. keep in mind that you don't always hold and have your life. Explore by doing things you have never done, meet people, have patience, and know God more. *galagot dyud kos akong heart, please maluoy ka . I wish I didn't love you so much para di kaayo sakit. hahahahha nangutana ka sakit, asumera man gud ko. I know walay label. char lang. But don't worry, I am now slowly letting myself learn na ako ra murag gaapas, waiting for texts, calls, param***, or bus a mo contact niya tuara ko mulanat dayon. stupidddddddd. please hearttt. bright , responsible, worth unsa dyud ing ani ta magpakababa paras love. puro nalang ta gugma. I wanna focus on my life to make my parents proud. THAT'S ITTTTT. MY GOALL. MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD BY ACHIEVING SOMETHING THAT THEY COULD BE PROUD OF. ngano man diay ako ra USA, I mean walay lovelife, I do have special people that I love and who loved me. I don't need someone who make me feel loved but convenient time nila ipakita. I didn't say focus all you do to me, ang ako klaruha Kung unsa.!!!! make my parents proud!!!!!