A letter from July 3rd, 2020

Peaceful right?

Hey Future Me, I just got your letter from 2018 so crazy to think back so long ago even though im writing this in 2020. The world has turned upside down and in the darkest hours we shine brighter then ever. However your an unrefined gem at this point. Im seeking counseling if possible i wanna be ever thing we can be and when you read this I hope we are though Ive never been a stranger to the struggle. Unfortunately circumstances arent nessisarily different i.e. no woman, less people, and only a decent job. I know the best tool for such times is optimism and positivity. remember the world is completely backwards (Donald trump is president, COVID-19 is political opnion in the united states, people are protesting because a black man was choked out by a bunch of white cops(R.I.P. George Floyd)). Our circumstances are nothing in comparison. i know now that i am a master of my own destiny and I'll decide where it goes from this point onwards. Remember I love you regardless of outcome. Also enjoy some fireworks today i know you see them all the tome but still they are beautiful.

Epilogue

about 19 hours later

Sup my guy,
Turns out things still kinda suck, I just came back from visiting my family. It's wasn't the greatest but I'm glad to visit to put things in...

Veeirpcstpe. Rayes i 2 oslt fidetlinye ti lats hetse. Ees 'tis ot reehw ni ift wno esya i eressv i erweh eerth ma. Any,hting in aebcesu in nati' otbua ytr i othgminse nac otagt i tshi ot i my ta wutoiht imdn drfoants ietnvsde rhtee on'dt gte heorvwe udbto meaingn anawn rcea ti eend siht and idon salte on eb i be og ro. .
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Of i it lmfesy smees creebmde fi vnee e,ray ersdtat i ilke igogwnr for onyme idnf omitnehgs ni eret ont acn doign tals. Rtast ti ni we us a elt a cusore erhew know em omcanipcel kseta ewf days. Nhte gohut ntwa ot sohtr rtme o,wkn hte dnfi it si an'ct tuo lilt tbu uoy i seem. Ahwt no'tw i od taht nkow lsocer gthmi you ysa hagnrie egt esls esusffic ot amek ,od ot khitn onlmar sfftis ttah the i take evah i ohgsemint phapy dna. .
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Whtro itsgnh my layswa tstra dan 'im leiltt wtah are bmeemerr is het rtatem ot igdno to btse ti. Ehnw os mcuh it odeniisc sah oeg na i fub-dtoles wnat vere edirla odn't hitw erraly uflaw eben to lmeyfs htne. Elwl a if revwoeh oatuclyamalti ti eomv cna pnhpae ew n'tdo itnspo tuo otgthhu tiragn aygipln get it's yna. Shti ynol cuz nanaw oangn form eno i'm eayr ehar yuo i gvei a. Steb adn nca lrena as for to eolv suroflye oyu lroueyfs be htere. Ouy to your lyju of yonej sbet riwnkgo ytr 4th okwn hwsat' of we i rntof in utb.
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Srcel,nyie.
Yuo.
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Adn aepec aeticdnc elaiv lpsdaee ni otg rca adn 'mi treohrb ot ni uroy i 'hes oen a emntnoi areyll fgroot. Khulnfta trehe to for be diefrn afse is fi ym emtisgnho be.