A letter from July 2nd, 2020

You saw what happened right? now you only tell me if I deserve them, if I deserve this well-privileged life. I don't right! I often feel like I am an absolute nuisance to this family. I try to compensate for all the lack of intellect, poor academic performance and the never ending struggle to even stand in comparison to my absolute gem of a sister. I really feel I have too much, some less fortunate kid should have been entitled to this family. I always live in this fear that some day the world will actually see me for who I truly am .....a Pathetic loser. I really hope you have done something with your life right now because at this juncture I feel like all is lost.