A letter from July 1st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, So, I hope than in 5 years you're better in english because right now I suck. But I'm gonna do this letter in english anyway because I want to. So we're in 2020 now and this year sucks. I want to remind you how unhappy I am right now. I'm really hoping that our life is better in 5 years because everything is a mess right now. I hope that I finally find myself and find someone, even if that person broke my heart. I don't care I just hope that you get to feel that kind of love everybody talk about cause right now I'm 21 and I found nothing. I hope that you're not feeling numb anymore. I hope that you really get to enjoy life the way other people do. I hope that your family is in a better place now and that you find a job and you are finally able to help them and don't feel useless like you do now. I really pray for life to get better just a little bit. I'm so tired right now sometimes I don't even want to get out of bed. I am really praying every night to have a better life and I hope that in five years I get there. I hope that you find a safe place and you're not feeling so alone anymore. I'm really praying for us. Just remember to love yourself and if thing are bad just think that one day you're gonna be better. We have to think positively I guess, that's what I tried to do everyday.