A letter from June 29th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope I won't change an e-mail in 5 years. So, I want to say one simple, but important thing - I allow myself to change. I allow myself to grow in my natural direction, even it'll change me completely. I hope that I'm doing something that i like or, at least, going to it. I hope, that I'm with nice people and in a nice place. If not, I hope that after this letter it'll change. I'm a bit lost now, but it's getting better. It's really weird to know, that you already lived everything that I'm just going to live. It's wonderful and this the only one thing, that I'm really looking forward now. Why is everyone keep asking that? I don't want this time overflown too fast, I don't want it go too slow. I know that that moment will come and when it is, I'll be ready. And now I just know that I'm looking forward with my head up, even if have no idea where I'm looking. I trust myself and I think I'll be a wonderful place. Don't worry about past - it's not worth it, like one of us who is actually live there I can say. Bet you still love tee and coffee. I hope you don't forget your native language - this gorgeous Russian. If yes, please read a book in Russian, you will remember it. All I'm doing now - it's for you, so please, do the same. Live for yourself. I really do hope you found something that floods you whole and some of my guesses were right. I hope you still love your little sister as much as I do. Support her and help her, please. She deserves it. I know that I will forget about writing this, but please try your best in remembering this cold summer evening, when you were writing this. I love you and I hope you love me too. And you will forgive me for all my mistakes that I've done - It wasn't on purpose. Remember, if you feel lost, just do second to the right and straight on till morning. Looking forward to be you, reading this letter and want to live these 5 years without any regrets. Yours with all my heard, Anne