A letter from June 29th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Alright now this one is ******* important. Currently it is 2:49AM on a Sunday night well now it’s Monday 2020. Your expecting a package today a steel series qck mousepad. You are 16 and watching a stream from the gta rp guy Mr.Chang. 5 years from now it will be your 21st birthday so I hope your having fun bro. I also hope that this email is still being somewhat used or you still have it opened and know the password. Before I get to the message I minus well keep talking about the expectations for this week, your expecting a cbd cart that your overthinking about because you don’t know if it’s gonna **** your mind up or not your also going to be competing in Mr.Beast finger on the app **** tomorrow you have high hopes for winning and are going to any extent to win that sweet 25k ez money. I don’t know what else to say other then I don’t know what the **** I’m doing with my life. I want to be successful so bad but something is holding me back from even starting to work. I guess it’s just the matter of just starting. Chang just ended his stream. Oh also another thing your moms court case is coming up so your hoping she gets good money for that sweet pc hopefully I’ll commit then. You like to overthink a lot at this age and you also enjoy saying how you will do this tomorrow and tomorrow never comes. The pandemics been chill tho and you have learned a lot from it. Now the real meaning of this is that I want you to know that I really hope your not a lazy **** who doesn’t get the juice-XQCOW I hope your working to achieve your goals no matter what it is, and if you have already achieved them work harder to become better then everyone else don’t let your dreams go to waste man. I hope you turn into something that you want to be in life and that you become happy with what your doing. I hope you still have this passion and drive that I have now to become the best better then everyone else and I hope you never lose attachment to this feeling no matter what it is. I hope you realized in order to get what you want you gotta work harder and faster then everyone else. Also the doc got banned and the new streaming’s platform brime is dropping today so we’re going see if that’s why he got banned. Just know that in this life if you want something you have to take it you can’t just be lazy and expect it to come to you or you can’t expect to do drugs to realize something new, train yourself and your mind. It’s crazy that I’m talking to my grown self right now and I feel like I’m sounding more and more like a kid. **** that **** ***** ***** lmao. But fr please just do what you want in life and don’t be afraid to work for it. I can’t even leave the house to go for a run because of the anxiety I hold inside. I just hope you are doing what you love man that’s all, I hope everything in life goes well for you and make another one of these for another 5 years and a 1 year as well like I did. I don’t know if there’s much more I could’ve said because I don’t know what else to say I have had this one goal one intention on my mind but I just keep letting the days go by. I love you and also don’t turn into some little ***** who beats off everyday and doesn’t know how to talk to girls and is a fat unhealthy **** still living with mom for the rest of his life k?