A letter from June 29th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi Camryn! happy birthday! you’re 17 right now! (I’m pretty sure) Hopefully you’re fine right now,hopefully your secure of your body. You should love yourself even though I don’t right now. Be happy,be kind and be you!!! Stay positive even when over people can’t. Think happy thoughts! Love yourself because you love people around you,you should love you! Make every day the best do your life! Because you never know what can happen, or when it will happen. Are you still friends with Gracie Bennet,Jenna Downey,Chloe Colf,Isabella Cary and Bailey Harris. These days you are best friend with them!!! Did you finally meet a boy or girl? Hopefully you did so you won’t have to be single haha! Love your friends and family forever even if you fight cause you never know when their last day could be. I hope you are happy and healthy! Im in 7th grade right now! Well technically 8th! Do you remember when we had online school because of COVID-19? Oh my it was the worst! Being in quarantine for 100+ days! Right now as of June 28,2020 im still in it.. Don’t do anything bad okay? Don’t die over something you could controlled. If you need help ask anyone they’ll understand and help you!!! Oh my remember 2020? Ugh it was the worst year! Being in quarantine for 100+ days, fires, bad thunder storms, people dieing, trump being president,COVID-19, not being able to see friends, ****** hornets, protests, Philadelphia trip canceled, and way more horrible things! Like I said make the best of everyday and make friends and be nice because you never know what could happen in the future! Hopefully everything is alright now.. Hows high school? Ugh as of right now I’m scared to go!! It seems bad but idk.. How is it? Hopefully alright! Everything will be okay even if it doesn’t seem like it will. Remember you’re dream job in 2020? A photographer! I love taking pictures and I’m pretty good at it! Hopefully that’s what you want to be or something else you decided on!!! Did you ever get the AirPods you always wanted? How’s the fam? Is tik tok still a thing? It was like the best app you liked lol! Stay safe okay? When you get your licenses (if you didn’t already) don’t crash,okay? Please be safe when you drive I don’t want you to get hurt that way! Do you still have your amazing dogs Lucy and Chloe? Omg you loved them so much they were the best! Or still are the best! In 2020 you are so insecure and sad and don’t feel okay about your body.. Hopefully you got to the body type you wanted and is now secure!! If you’re felling like you should give up don’t okay? Don’t listen to the haters who tell you to. You have a whole life to look forward to, people who care about you such as, mom,dad,brothers,friends,family and more! Please make it so you can read this message because you are perfect don’t give up!❤️ So is there anything new at the Tolleson’s House? Did you guys ever move like you wanted to? I hope you finally got a pool! That was like my dream. You’re role model is your mom right now. She is the best person ever, she gave birth to you and she loves you! She buys everything for you when she’s not the richest. She loves you so much. Remember to love her forever because she brought you into this world and she is a amazing person. Also remember your dad, he may get annoying but he also helped bring you into this world and he can be the best dad most of the time! He loves you also and will always be here for you. Also don’t forget to tell him happy birthday because it’s also his birthday you toks from him! Haha! Right now your favorite food is pineapple and strawberry cheesecake! What’s your favorite food now? You make sure to choose to be happy cause you also can choose to be sad but always choose happy no matter what please! You’re amazing and you turned out how to be a amazing young woman! Are you still in Girl Scouts? Right now we are doing zoom meetings because we can’t meet in person because of Covid-19 sadly! Stay strong, be you, be bold, make the right choices, be smart, always choose happy, be brave, don’t do stuff you’re not suppose to do, don’t let boys take advantage of your body ever, be nice to you’re friends and family, love yourself all the time even if you don’t love others at some point, be nice, love you’re pets, do good in high school/ collage, be a hero and be you!!! I hope you’re having the best life ever right now even when it’s not always good times.. But bye and thanks for reading this because you really needed to read it! ❤️ Enjoy you’re life and maybe write another one of these for your future self!! Keep writing them so you know to live to the fullest and best life ever! Stay safe, be strong and stay healthy! I love you so much, you’re younger self (12) camryn! :)