A letter from June 28th, 2020

hi! 17 year old lia here, by the time you get this letter, you should hopefully be graduating college (if you're not a ******* idiot). i hope you're not in jail, and i hope you made good decisions that you're proud of. please don't be a druggie or an alcoholic, you really have no excuse to **** up your life and you know that. right now, the world is in absolute ****. the whole corona **** is going on, the black lives matter movement is LIVID after george floyd, and trump is still our ******* president. i hope biden gets elected and doesn't **** **** up. i mean he's not great but at least he's not trump yk. i'm worried for my senior year and college, and you're probably laughing because you already know how college works out for me, but i hope you truly got to do what you wanted. i hope you figure out what you truly want to do with your life and you pursue the **** outta that ****. i hope you know what drives you to do what you love and you cherish it and ****. i wonder if you've fallen in love with someone, girl or guy (let's be real, hopefully girl.) i hope you've lost some ******* weight by now you fat ****, and you're finally comfortable with your body. i wonder if you've had *** with anyone yet or if you've at least made out with someone at a party. do you get invited to parties? do you have friends? like real ones? that would be dope. i hope you figure out your ********* too. or maybe you dont wanna specify, that's cool too. i reaaaallly hope you haven't lost God. please go to church at some point soon if you have. he hasn't given up on you so you have absolutely no right to give up on him either. remember why YOU chose to be a catholic in the first place, remember all of those lessons from jomy chetan. please don't be bald. PLEASE. i'm losing hair like crazy right now and im so ******* scared. if you are, i hope you maybe embrace it and someone loves you for it. anyways, write another letter for your 26 year old self. you wont regret it chief.