A letter from June 28th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, how is life? I currently live in Switzerland and it kinda...sucks. corona virus is ruining my school and might also ruin my summer. it isn’t the best timing either as I feel so out of sorts and feeling as if I don’t belong here... which I really dont. I’m hoping that by now, you’ve moved and in a wayyy happier state than I am right now. I hope that u r making the right choices in life and that u aren’t thinking only for urself, but for others. so now I will ask u some questions. r u still friends with Esther or did something go wrong? cause let me tell u something. she is an awesome human being and NEVER stop being friends with her because she is amazing and a true friend. r u happy with ur body? have u been healthy and worked out a lot to get ur dream body? I hope so cause I’m not happy with mine right now? r u happy? r u in a mindset that allows u to be happy for itself and thinks positively about the world? u better be because I don’t know how much longer I can live like this. if u get this message and I’m hopefully still alive, it shows that I have grown to be a better person and that I have grown strong. please be proud of me and urself, because we r a beautiful human being and we should never be ashamed of making mistakes. I love u and be strong ok?