From one queen to another

Hey queen! This is your stupid past self. Please don't hate on me, that's my thing. There are a few things I want to remind you, wishes I am yearning for you, questions I hope you have found the answers somewhere along the way. You are a queen to the world 🌏, but a princess 👸👑 to me. Treat yourself the way you deserve, and treat others how you want to be treated. Don't be afraid to speak up against injustice, 'cause i know I don't. Your past self, despite being stupid and ignorant, are a feminist, anti-racist, anti-homophobic, and anti-******** in general. I hope you will keep on fighting for what we believe. To make "tolerance" become "acceptance", "empathy" become "sympathy", what is considered "brave" is now "normal". Don't lose yourself. Remember, even if no one cares about you, I do. So I will wish you happiness. I hope by now you have found the peace inside yourself. I hope that you now can love you as much as I do. I hope that you don't have to cry yourself to sleep every night anymore. I hope that you no longer look up how much soap is lethal, or what you must try before your conditioner and shampoo run out at the same time. I hope that when you receive this letter, you will laugh, or smile 😄 at how much you have grown over the course of 5 years. And most importantly, I hope you haven't lost the battle, 'cause it would break my heart to see you in hell. Now, let's get to know each other a little bit better. Have you... got the medication we need? What are you feeling right now? Has the world changed into a better place? How was the BLM movement? Have you come out yet? Are you currently in a relationship? Do you see yourself in the future with said person? Are you still in love with Kevin (if you don't remember, I am having a Call me Kevin phase)? Are you still in touch with Di Thai? What would you describe yourself? Do you have a house? A pet? Are you happy? Princess... Are you there? I hope you are. I wish you could write me back, but it is what it is. Guess imma just stay here and give you hugs from the past. Yours sincerely, I love you ❤ June 28th, 2020, still alive.