A letter from June 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, As usual and as usual every year on my birthday, I realize that I am alone, I do not have friends to celebrate with them, I have no one to congrats me on my birthday .. It is the last year in my adolescence, I did not do anything successful during the past eighteen years, I did not discover my talent, I did not overcome My fear, I did not create friends, I am not successful in studying, but I try to continue throughout these years trying to be a successful person, I try to come on the day of my birthday and I have companionship and to prove myself that I am not alone but all of that is over, here is the eleventh year came since I decided to make the next year better, but the best is yet to come .. I think the best will not come, so I decided that I will not try again, I will not try to be a different person, I will remain alone, my attempts to be not alone. hurt me more.

Epilogue

about 4 years later

Written on July 12, 2025

I want to tell you that on our...

Rfo deask us, wdneta ’neewrt gtnonih ew epissahpn woh ta gnueniyel owh be oehm, eovl tbyahird, dna uor we tub iwth in in astl nwaebi,u su htwi reew olane btierencagl ot urrten ndsfrie.
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Unf trafe a 'mi tirngwi fmor bkca whit nesrdif nmoicg shti ugtoin osem. Adh i garet meit a.
We on,ela n’wot naleo giana are eb ew tno nda.
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Uspsreer nede ,me evelbie no oseylufr ot ’eersht. Hwti too mi’ eadlgin m’i ton ot hrad llist ngirlean on be ,eespsurr tbu ymlefs.