A letter from June 24th, 2020

Dear Charlie, hey, i'm writing you this letter so you can look back into the past and remember the good old days and for me to express my feelings, concerns and ideas. This is one of the ways i want to express me and so i can say ahhh yes i can remember that. DON'T SKIP ANYYYY. I'm going to start off with school because who doesn't love that. I well us, we sit either on the ramp near the front of Coffs Harbour Christian Community School or we sit right outside the office. Normally, it's Jordan Beautifelds, Amelia Carter and Amity Offord. Ethan Barrat will sometimes join us (milly's boyfriend) we always laugh and giggle about the most random ****. Angus O'brien, Raphael Hess, Flynn Croaker and Baden Rees think the world revolves around them. Sam Becket is good quality (look these people up). Mrs Bailey still thinks that she is a great teacher but she just found out that we hate her a lot. School isn't all that special tho. It feels like I'm just going through the motions and not really noticing school that much. Home is pretty **** tho not gonna beat it around the bush or anything. I'm grounded for like ever because mum gives me so make double standards that contradict each other (green apples in wardrobes) I feel that mum doesn't care about my emotions or anything, it's all about Kodi and Lisa but hey who cares about the 15 year old girl that has no life because of a strict mother. Theres no great love life and i don't reckon theres gonna be one so who knows whats going on there. I just don't wanna be a crazy cat lady. Cody Graham(look up) may be a great love but hey we need to stop being nervous about talking to each other like i get so nervous when i work with him its not even funny. I really hope I'm a school teacher and/or psychologist of some description. I hope you have an amazing gap year and went travelling and that schoolies was awesome. I hope at the school or clinic you are at you are teaching about the effect of ****** because i have suffered through that because the boys think girls can't do anything. If you are at a school i hope that you don't turn out like Mrs Bailey but turn out like Mrs Laverick or Mrs Knight. i hope you haven't had a kid yet because you are 20 but i hope you have had a great love in your life and understand what love truely is and the beauty behind it because i can only dream/imagine it but i hope you have lived it. I hope you have great party nights that will forever be apart of you. I hope that you make life long friends because i have no idea who is going to last because i thought Stephanie Howe(also look up) will be there forever but no she turned out to be a toxic little ***** *** ************. i wonder what the world has come to because 2020 was filled with technology i wonder what 2025 will be like as apple has just done stuff with cars. I want you to remember the times with out any computers at schools and plain old textbooks, not being dependant on technology and actually be able to go a whole day without technology. I WANT YOU TO... i want you to make a list of 5 things thats great about technology and another one about the not so great aspects of technology. i hope you are healthy and alive. Also remember the baby names Daisy and Reef just incase you forgot. love 15 year old you. p.s make pot brownies this weekend for fun xoxo