A letter from June 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It's the end of quarentine. I felt like **** every day of it. As I might remember I binged pretty bad starting quarentine March and am still struggling. I'm scared of food. Nothings helped after February. I hope when I read this il be over all of this. I'm in a bad place in my head, my own concelour at this point. I woke up at 6 this morning and watched tik tok till now and it's 1pm. I'm having trouble by my looks and don't want to hang out anymore I hate myself so much. I don't want to go back to school when everyone else is dying to, that place only helps pass the days at this point. I just feel bland in life right now. Alot of things are going on but if I ever read this again I hope to be not further than am now and hope I get that blue hair I've died for lately ha xD