A letter from June 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi Mary, how are u in the future? today is a Tuesday the 06/23/2020 to be more exact you just get back home from working as a nanny for oliver (remember him?) he is probably 6 now and must have 1 or 2 siblings. Life is kind of crazy right now. you are 21 living thru a world pandemic CORONAA VIRUSSS **** IS GETTING REAL. you have no idea of what to do with your life right now. before all this corona **** u were almost sure u were going to go to europe and find a way to live there but now u are more lost then ever and its okay u are right were u need to be and life will take u where u need to be. u started doing therapy and that seems to be helping.... hope u are still working on yourself and finding who u truly are and working on being better, doing better and being HAPPY. i really hope you choose the right career and is happy with were u are right now. REMEMBER no ones opinion matters only yours. I just read a harry styles quote (no one is going to say u are unsuccessful if you are doing something that makes u happy) btw u are in a huge harry styles phase right and billie eilish lol sorry I need to mention her bc u literally found her address and drove by her house remember that ?? lol how is she right now? have u meet her? have u hugged her? i hope u did. have u met david dobrik? is he still making vlogs ? remember that trip with Bia to LA? it was SO SO good i hope u are still traveling. making memories being silly bc life is too short to be serious. anyway that trip made u realize so much bout yourself . its been 2 weeks that u came back from LA and now all u think of is moving there and maybe becoming a hair stylist ??? u now u are good at it but you have so many doubts about it. For now all u are thinking about is moving down to LA start beauty school and get into the industry on working with celebrity's. U know its something you`ve always dreamed about and I really hope you are doing it right now or at list trying to. if you are not living in LA I have no idea where u are girl. your life is CRAZY. also you`ve been struggling with your body image and food so much are u happy with yourself now? i really hope that u are bc i cant image another five years gone by with u still not having a good relationship with food and your body. U ARE BEUATIFUL U ARE LOVED even tho u cant see it sometimes. please be kind to yourself and your body. are u a vegan yet?? i really hope that u are if not GIRL GET YOUR **** TOGETHER. also do you have a boyfriend? how does he look like? is he kind to you? if u dont thats fine remember u are better alone then mal acompanhada hahahah. girl I know your life is thought and u have to vet thing done by yorself but remember that u are AMAZING and everything happens for a reasona ns u are where u are suppost to be wheater that is in LA, europe, new zeland idn u do you. you are so lucky u have had an amazing life and had been to amazing places and MET SO SO many incredible people so never stay in your confort zone and remember how far you`ve come. LOVE YOURSELF. BE KIND TO YOURSELF. TRUST THE JORNEY. EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. LIFE IS AMAZING. WATCH THE SUNSET. GO ON A ROAD TRIP. LAUGH. DRINK WATER. CALL YOUR FRIENDS. SINGLE EVERY SONG WITH EVERY BEAT OF YOUR HEART. BE HAPPY. BE YOURSELF. DONT SEATLE. YOU ARE ENOUGH. YOU ARE THE MAIN CARACTHER. are u happy with whom you`ve become? i hope u are if not you still have your whole life to change it.