A letter from June 24th, 2020

Dear Tahira, It has been five years, I hope you are finally happy with life if you’ve made it long enough to receive this message. I wrote this at 1:54 AM crying my eyes out because I feel worthless and broken. The people in my life right now may be temporary and by the time you read this he is probably gone or maybe it worked and he’s still here but either way I know you will be okay. Maybe you have someone new and good for you in your life now. Is your hair finally blonde because right now it’s a weird brassy brown colour and corona quarantine is stopping me from getting it fixed. How’s Tiyba is she still in your life? Did you graduate uni first year just finished when I wrote this. Have you seen the weeknd yet in concert do you still listen to him? And drake? Have you listened to wicked games, secrets, six feet under, die for you, controlla, one dance, teenage fever, childs play and hold on we’re going home, recently? what car do you drive, my driving lesson was cancelled twice because of corona and it’s been a long year of taking lessons even though I can drive. But by now you’re probably in such a better place and so much happier I hope. I hope you’ve forgiven yourself and you truly love yourself. Time heals everything. Love from Me