A letter from June 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope that you have continually manifested all of your dreams. Make them happen. If you are in a relationship with someone, are you truly happy? You didn’t settle for anything below your morals and values. Does he value you and make you want to be a better person? Only marry him if you are completely at peace with his spirit and vibes. Sometimes I wish that I hadn’t stuck to the rules or held on to my morals so sternly, but hopefully they have been working in my best interest. Just within this past week, you had a community advocating for you so that you were able to receive justice and given something you deserved so much. I hope you continue to fight for yourself. But keep true to yourself. I don’t think your principal would’ve fought as hard for you if you weren’t the person that you are. Good girls always find justice to be on their side eventually. Please let go of anything in your childhood. It was necessary to make you into the person you are today. Are you happy in your career? Remember that you are only responsible for your actions and not others. Not your siblings. Not your friends. Not your parents. Be kind to yourself and others. Quiet your inner critic. You are human. And to be honest, you already strive for excellence so that already makes you liked and appreciated by others. Here’s a list of some of your goals from your journal: —write a book or start blog —own land that has a creek going through it —Marry my absolute best friend —Gray Jeep Cherokee —Let go of resentment towards parents & siblings —find a partner that wants to live an extraordinary life Don’t ever think that people don’t think about you. They do. I wish I could be in people’s thoughts and know how they perceive me. I have found that some are jealous of me even though I’m probably the most insecure of them all. Girls come after me even when I don’t give them a reason to. My parents say it’s because I’m overly competent competition (especially in cheer or at work). So keep doing what you’re doing. Allow yourself to be you. Unapologetically. “The hurried I go, the beginner I get”