A letter from June 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi future me... it is currently 23/06/2020 and which is where they released a new character in smash. You are currently in year 11 studying for Human development sac at 1:19 am where the test is tmr. I can't believe you are studying last minute far hopefully next year you try hard for school. Anyways future me I am creating this letter because I really hope in the next 5 years you will receive and read this message so I can know that you are alive and well. Currently I feel like I want to hurt myself because of multiple reasons and people. Society has been dragging you down because of your ********* that you did not get a choice and people have been BULLYING YOU ONLY. I don't understand why they need to make fun of me. I tried so hard to be positive and laugh it off and stuff but it's not that easy to do. You may receive it constantly as you get older but currently in year 11 you can't handle it because there are people out there who bullies you because your weak. Please change in order for us to be happy with our lives. This whole paragraph is only related to your ********* and there are still many problems that you have that I need to talk about. For instances do you still like bosco? Its been almost 4 years since you liked him. Do you still talk to him? Like him? see him? I wished that you moved on in the future in order to not destroy he's own live and hes *********. I want bosco to be happy and have a good future with his kid. Please stop liking him. it is better for the both of us if we drifted anyways. I hope that you will find someone already farr bro. I hope im dating someone who really cares about me and protect me no matter what. i'm really hoping I have a good future and good positive health and wellbeing. How was bio and stuff? You know elsie? Must be hard to deal with her I bet. Anyways moving on to your next problem. People also make fun of your body :( surprisingly. I even joke about it but there are people who take it abit to far and it makes me feel so insecure that why you wear hoodies all the time which is draggg. please be fat in the future. I honestly want to **** myself. so stressed out with school work and people dragging me down 24/7 because of the way you either look, intelligence, gameplay, personal life and people in general. Please be alive and read this message in the future. Even though this year isn't the best year for you there are always next year and the year before that. There will always be light at the end of the tunnel. the end of the tunnel will be your happiness. I also wonder if lucky is still alive. If lucky is dead im sorry for the losss even if snoopy died. It mustive been hard for you to see lucky and snoopy die. I hope you achieved your dream job into becoming a nurse. I want you to share positively around you and provide that you are helpful to people. Good luck and i hope you read this message. :D