A letter from June 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I have no idea what my plans are for you at the moment. I feel like I should say what’s happening to me now and compare. I’m currently 14 i’m talking to Jacob from North Carolina it’s not going great but I don’t wanna feel lonely. Currently Jeremiah Gray is my favorite person ever he’s always helping me so please text him! I’ll be 19 so in college I hope! Did you make it into Notre Dame? Are you still playing volleyball? Are you happy? If you’re not happy do something that you enjoy and take a break please. It’s pretty hard right now but I know i’ll need to make it for us. Are there any new people in your life that have made you a better person? Did you have that glow up you’ve been wanting? Whose your closest friend? Favorite artist? Do you have any new goals? Do you have a hot skater boyfriend like I want? Are you still in contact with mom and dad? Do you still live at home? I think that’s all i have to ask and I do ask that you make a tik tok or youtube video reading this and answering. Anyways I jsut want to tell you how i’ve been feeling lately so you can compare I guess, i’m mostly sad a lot not constantly but i always have those thoughts ya know like i don’t wanna be alive. Oh yeah another question was there a vaccine for the coronavirus made yet? I think that’s all I hope you have all that you’ve wanted and reach out for help if you need it please I’m not letting us throw our life at the window okay? we’re gonna make this a good life. live it out please so we have memories! i love you, mallory june 21, 2020