A letter from June 20th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Well, hello. July, when you read this you will be around 25. And you know what? No matter what happens you are to stay strong. Do you understand? F*ck everyone who tells you you are not good enough or strong enough. You keep believing in yourself and find strength in your heart to just keep going. By now, you already know more **** then I do. For example, is there a Bellarke kiss or if EJ and Bob had a family they deserve. You probably have a job and have some ideas about what to do with your life. But not me. 20 year old you is currently in a bed, during a world pandemic and has some deadlines that she doesn’t want to do. I hope you are a little bit better with time management right now. Yeah, scratch that, you are still **** with it but I hoped you at least tried. And if no one has told you today then it’s me telling you: “I love you. I am proud of you. You are enough. You are strong. I believe in you.” I hope you are good and finally have a little corgi to cuddle. Love, yellow sunshine Julianna (also known as July), model of 2020