A letter from June 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hahahahaha. what a meme! who knew life could get this bad?! okay not really. I'm really grateful for everything I have and really privileged and want to stay cognizant of that. however. I'm sick with corona, found out my dad cheated on my mom, moved out of the house, went to protests, found out best friend has sever anorexia, found out my brother is bisexual, and on a more fun note tripped acid with my boyfriend for the first time. I planned on writing more but I'm in a "what's the point?" kind of mood. listened to Nirvana with the fam in the kitchen today, that was pretty funny. my parents don't give a **** about getting sick which makes my brother really mad. all i want to do is trip and have *** with my boyfriend again. it was such a cool combination. hopefully I get inspired to write more poetry soon and my ******* internship calls me back. I just want life to go back to normal so badly. please be grateful for socialization. I miss it.