A letter from June 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Its almost 2am. Summer break started last week. Right now I feel as though I'm not really enough. The world is crashing and burning and it feels like it'll never be okay. I'm even starting to doubt that any of the letters I sent will ever reach me. I hope that when we read this we can think back on these negative emotions and think "Now that's a chapter finished but not forgotten." I hope we feel loved. I'm going back to VÖ, I hope it still holds a place in our heart. I'm getting kinda tired of life. Hope we made it. Did we ever finish writing that book? The one about Ruby, Zain, Eloise and Mani? If we did, how'd it end?? Did you even publish it or are we still doubting our own abilities? Maybe I should write a poem, about life and stuff right now... Have you seen those people? Those people who look like they're shining Have you seen those people? Those who are so beautiful, They seem to exist without anything terrible They don't need to fight the ugliness The most beautiful people in this world Their eyes are so beautiful Have you seen those people? Those whose eyes illuminate their dreams until they're caught. I hope to one day be one of them To shine. To be beautiful. But until then I'll ask Have you seen those people? Turned out more as a self indulgence thing hmm Another- Maybe it's a good day Maybe it's not I guess we need to figure that out by ourselves Maybe it's a bad day Maybe it's not I guess we could just make the best of it If you have a bad day Make sure to end it on a good note Cause a sad day Is nothing good to quote If you still don't get it Read it once again You can make your day better With just one thought What is it you may ask Just think of a stranger And set the same standards for you As you would for them Make your bad day a good day So you have something nice to say That's better Alright, time to wrap up, be ***, do crime And don't forget, be yourself