A letter from June 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, First of all, I am so proud of you for staying here. Right now, it's the 18th of June, 21:28 and I feel my lowest. I have some questions. Are you and K still together? Is A still your best friend? How much do you weigh? Have you fought your mental illness yet? I hope I'll get positive answers honey. But if not, I want you to stay strong. Please. I know it's maybe hard, but you've got this❤. I hope you're enjoying your life as much as you can, because I wish I could. But corona is still out there+these protests... It's not safe to go anywhere. I hope Trump is not Americans president. Oh btw what's your *********? Still pan? Hope you're your happiest self right now, and that you're really making me proud❤ you're the strongest person I've ever met. I am about to ask my mom to buy me my first flag, I hope she won't resist 🏳‍🌈. I love my mom, yeah, she can be rude sometimes but still, she's the one who putted me in this world. Do you know what you want to do in the future yet? I am still thinking about Astronomy. And have you moved out of CZ yet? I hope so, I hate this country with my whole heart. 🙄 and btw-I am 12 right now, and you're 17 right? You're going to be 18 in some months! ❤ I am so proud of you, really. I used to think that I'll be dead by 14 but you made it to 18! You're just the best ❤trow a biiiig party! Are still going to therapy? Because I was there today and they gave me more pills to take... Ugh.... Is MaTTem still your favourite YouTuber? Do you still have his merch? Hav3 you been to GC yet? ❤ because I am planning on going there next year, but idk if I'll be successful with money. I love you❤ your, past self❤❤🏳‍🌈