A letter from June 16th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi it's me with my big *** crack head energy its June 16 2020 the world has gone to **** and I fell in love with Miriam I love her so much she means so much to me I believe that I will find a girlfreind who loves me for me and I will be madly in love with her I will be living with markus and jan and I will smoke a lot of meowijuana my mom and family will at some point find out that I do drugs I am literally dieing because literally everybody at my school thinks im hot buttt I just want Miriam oh and this is still a thing 👁👄👁😂 I'm actually still a virgin no lie I want to love and be romantic I want to get a tattoo at 18 and kiss my first girl like a true passionate kiss. I'm also horny af all the time like I can masturbate 20 times a day... ok shannon Tmi. I also am trying to bekomm tiktok famous I want to slim down some I'm I'm literally getting to chubby and I want to fulfill my wet dreams haha with Miriam and vanessa and angelina and a hole bunch of other girls hopefully I get a job and can pay for the things I want. i hopefully have a girlfreind with black brown or red hair and tattoos and piercings and crackhead stoner energy lol I want to go to America again and see my family and friends roll one with quavodis and see my father and smoke with him maybe all this will happen maybe not but u where a good child shannon u did everything right including your mistakes. I just want to love miriam I'm crazy about her but she kinda cut of communication and is back with Jonathan witch sucks. If I still know Miriam and can get contact i want u to go to her and tell her u love her and kiss her because u are totally right for each other your the same person and I love all her perfect imperfections so go to her and give her your heart and go out more to *** bars and find yourself a girlfreind dont let this flop I love you and I feel your pain I high af rn and hopefully u are too I love you so much see you in 5 years theo is a hoe sometimes he always takes away my phone I ****** hate it I could rage so ******* bad. He is such a power hungry old man who thinks he's better than everybody else and isn't afraid of forcing his power on to them putting them down saying he's the king thats baloney he ..... I'm big mad rn help me I need more drugs haha helpppppp sos and when I turn 17 that's in 3 months I'll be dancing queen hahah because I love ABBA hahahahah geiloooooo ich kann auch Deutsch ich bin mude und horny keine ahnung will kuscheln aber hab nur 3 kisses bye bye love you (what's poppin!!!!!!) ( What's goooooddd) annalena the redhead that is so gorgeous I have had a crush on her for a while I love this but I cant stop it's kinda fun I have OCD and I want a cat a pug and ayana hugo dog and a ferret and I snake haha I'm dumb and I LOVEEEEE BILLIEE EILISH OMG!! SHE IS SO HOT ON GOD IT IS A BLESSING!!!!! CIAO BYE BYE ADIOS MUCHACHO...