A letter from June 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It is June 2020 and you finally got your long dreamt self-discipline!! You are regular on your meditation and yoga practices, you are committed to love yourself and you understand that even if everyone decided to deliberately hurt you (won't happen) yourself won't hurt you!! Because turns our I was the one hurting myself the most hence allowing others to hurt me. I finally realized that I BELONG!! And I don't need to do anything for that!! Just being me!! I'm unconditionally loved and I am enough. I found the light within, I am truly happy and for the first time I really love me!! I am aware of all my flaws, nothing makes me look down on myself. I'm the fattest I have ever been, I am showing signs of aging on my face and body, I'm not earning money since a while, I didn't find a career, I just got divorced from someone I loved, I don't have Long with me, I don't have a family nor kids. My mom abandoned me and my grandmother died. Yet I am the happiest I have even been!! I am each time less religious and each time more connected to the divine. I exhale love in each breath ... I breathe in Joy and Love. I'm in Peace. I have forgiven everyone and I understand they were doing the best they could with what they had at those moments. I hope when you read this you still be regular on your practices and in a even better stage in life. I love you so much, you are an incredible person! Very unique and gorgeous (inside and out)!