A letter from June 13th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey! wow, I don't know where to start actually... If you ever see this, which I highly doubt... I hope you're healthy, I hope you acheaved your dreams, I hope you found love! right now, it's june 13th of 2020. yup! That ****** year no one liked :) I've beenin quarantine for 3,5 months now... it isn't as bad as it sounds like. I'm in 8th grade (2e jaar) I love my class and my friends, altho I don't know if I can really call them friends... they haven't done nything wrong, well... At least, I think they didn't. I've been obsessed by a serie, it's called 'the 100' I love the serie, do you remember it? Do you remember Bellamy, Clarq, Octvia,... They make me happy! I'm 13 right now, soon to be 14... I don't know what to think of life... They're not telling us everything, I don't know who to trust... at the moment there are riots in America, people protesting for 'black lives matter' Corona is a thing right now... Bet you're in an apocalaypse while you're reading this :) this year has been horrible... and we're only half way through... In january WW3 almost started. There were wildfires in australia, they almost burned down everything. In february Kobe Bryant and his daughter died in a plane crash, Corona was in China. In march, Corona reache the world, it was and still is ******* people, millions of lives were ended by it. In april, there were some kind of wasps that could **** you spread around the world. In may, George Floyd, a black man, was ****** by a white police officer, for no reason. there are riots everywhere in the world, even in Brussels! people want equal rights everywhere, understandeble ofcourse... June has just started, but the government said thzt zliens and UFO's are a real thing from now on... I already knew there was something out there, didn't know what, but I really can't and don't believe we're the only living beings in such a big universe... If you're not the main character 'm gonna be very very dissapointed! ;D Also, Anonymous came back, you know that group of hackers who leaked nudes of the president... yeah those guys! :D they said they will leak information and video footage of police officers busing inocent people! bet there's already a movie out about 2020, let me guess the name, T'he ******* end'? am I close? Anywway, more about myself... I started an instagram account, @this.userlovesmcdonalds, I posted userboc-xes, but I stoped at 800 followers, didn't delete the account yet... I don't even know I would ever delete it... I just couldn't delete the memories I have with that account... The password is still the same as always ;) Right now, I want to be a skater girl, not an emo one, just a skatergirl... I begged my parents for a skateboard but they don't want to buy me one, while I have my own money!!! I don't know if I became one or not... I better ask you! did I become one? altho it was for a week? I hope so! I want adventure in my life! But where I live there's no such thing, so I have to seek it, I try my best but I don't have friends who would be down to do crazy ****... Unfortunatly, by now you should have friends who are willing to do cazy **** with you, please don't tell me you don't! cuz I don't want to dbe dissapointed when I look back to my teenage years! What else can I tell you? My brother is annoying as hell! He is ADDICTED to his playstation, he can't stop raging about every littlr thing that annoys him... Other subject... School gives me so much enxiety!! I can never have something done in time! I'm ALWAYS too late, for Everything! I don't know how to be on time... I just don't, I was even born too late, so you can't blame me!! It's mid june, so you know that I have exmas in a few weeks... I'm freaking out cuz everything is so hard but I fail them I'llhave to change schools, which I really don't want to do!!! I've been going to this school since kindergarden (3de kleuterklas) I love Chamsy... She's the best friend I would ever have! She knows me the best of all! I would do anything for her!! I even have a future plan with her!! We'll start a company and be CEOs of it at a young age! (If it doesn't work out, you better have a nice job you love!) I really love her! It would break my heart if something would happen to her! She changed tho, she isn't the same spontanious girl she was a few years ago... But she's still funny, she can Always make me leugh, no matter what the time or situation we're in... She may be changed, but I still love her! you can't blame her for changing... We all grow up! We don't stay young forever! That's okay! In 5 years from now, You'll be 19! Have you worked at McDonalds yet? Have you graduated Highschool? Do you have a nice summer job? Do you have adventurous friends, who you would get in trouble with? Do you get good grades at school? Do you have your own car? Is you're English still as good as 5 years ago? You better be the best at English in you're class!! ;D It's always been my 'specialty' just because no one else watches as many movies as me... XD You remember that time you were at Thara's home? where you would work on that assignment for Religion (godsdienst)? You had to make a lookbox (kijkdoos)! and you had to make the origin of the world up! It was amazing! You danced, you laughed, you eat! I will never forget that day! It was the first day my parents let me go to my friends house (with their knowing, cuz you probaby remember the time you went to her house without them knowing!XD) I love that girl so much! She 4s the wreckless ***** I always needed<3 If you remember Thara, you'll probabmy also remember Delphine! She's my first person I could call my bestfriend! She's the smartie of the class, but she can fight and be quircky sometimes... I never had a bestfriend before... Always wanted one, never had one... I don't think Delphine knows how much she means to me... We even planned on going around the world together:)! We even made a list of things we have to do before the end of the year... We did that cuz we're going to do different things at school, and we don't want our friendschip to end... We facetimed A LOT this quarantine... for a month we were facetiming every single day for hours!! the longest I talked to her was hours woth no break!! (pretty proud of myself ngl) You probably already have other friends tohang out with, and Delphine is just a memory, but I hope it's a good memory!! A memory of all the things