A letter from June 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I blew it. I blew my routine. I should have practiced early in the morning but I procrastinated and browsed reddit. My will is so weak. After reddit, I watch John Wick 3 which is cooler than the one before. It felt like three movies in one. Wait. I'm losing focus again here. I should have practiced drawing today! Well, I did but it's already evening. I wasted so much time dily dallying. I drew a young Octane from Apex Legends. I was inspired from a young drawing of him and said to myself, why not draw him myself? So, I did. I had so much trouble drawing the goggles. My strokes don't connect. Sometimes, they are either too thin or too thick. In the end, it came out ugly but it's okay. I had progress with tweaking around the tools. I also tried to use clipping and alpha protection as much as possible. I don't know if it's good or bad, but it's making my art a bit better. I'll practice tomorrow. Really. I hope that by the time you read this, you can already draw a full human person.