A letter from June 11th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It's dad bday. are u out yet? I guess it's been good lately but I still think about it I want to keep living but the idea of been in this world more time sounds so exausting. Do u found love? Did u become a lawyer? Are u an actress? Are u a mom? Do u have friends? Did the s.a. got better? Do u feel fine on ur body? Are u happy? I wish I could know the answers now I feel so lost I had write so many times wishing that by some sort of magic u reply and I know how to live, im so scare that I'll do something wrong and ur present will go to ****, I guess what in trying to say is I hope u read this bcs that mean that at list you are alive.