A letter from June 10th, 2020

Dear Future Me, Epale gafa, it's 10 de junio, I hope you're out this **** hole god forsaken country called Venezuela and you're doing what you plan on doing right now that it's basically send mom a ton of money (or at least as much as you can) so she doesn't have to worry about all the stuff that she's worrying about rn, and you were able to bring dad back from Perú even if you're not in Venezuela so they can enjoy being in here, and Dad can hang out with your little brother (that should be graduating around this time if he doesn't leave the country) as much as he can, he's missing important stuff and you'll know what he has missed more when you read this so yeah, ahorita esto parece algo gafo y probably después también lo parecerá pero hey, we both know that when you read everything is gonna be a little bit better si Dios quiere and you're gonna help your family and do charity (PLEASE DO CHARITY I'M REALLY EXCITED TO DO IT AND I'M NOT EVEN THERE YET, DO IT ON DECEMBER 24 AND 25 MAINLY BECAUSE THAT'S THE BEST TIME TO DO CHARITY AND ALSO YOU'RE PROBABLY GONNA BE ALONE SO YEAH) when you're there. The future looks so far away con esto del coronavirus y whatnot pero I hope you stick to your principles and everything that I hope you're not doing right now. I hope you have friends, like work friends and people you met around friends, people you can hang out with when you're not doing anything and do weird **** together. Pls have a girlfriend pls pls pls pls tell me you got over the awkard phase of not being able to look at a girls face even thru a screen and you've managed to get a girlfriend if you did it then, i love her, that girl is a saint not because you're ugly or anything but..... let's be honest you're really weird, get over the whole counting the sips thing and all the weird **** I do or did hopefully. I hope you're enjoying your 20's how I couldn't enjoy my teens because of this country, I hope you're thrifting and skating and idk tbh lmaoo hope you're more open and have a good sense of style because you now can afford clothes so you can dress how you want to and you don't have to reuse the same 2 jeans because if that's what you do I'LL SLAP YOU I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW BUT I'LL DO IT, you're crying writing this because you're a ***** and you've been sensitive a lot lately but despite it all the times are not as bad.... Mom's doing great despite the country being a socialist nightmare and your little brother always complains because he hasn't had a good christmas since like 2014¿? but..... well you're gonna make the rest count, and probably la yo de 2020 doesn't know whatever you're going thru, probably financially given that you're no good with numbers just know that I hope that doesn't happen I'm just stating what MIGHT happen pero ajá, anyway it's gonna pass and I hope you know that. Right now you're probably busy and you won't remember to open up your email and this will probably stay on the internet forever at least some stranger is gonna read it, Hi stranger hope you're doing good! Anyways, the letter, I hope you've had closure with Sabrina and Natalia and you don't miss them anymore, they were amazing but maybe they were meant to be just the 2 of them and not be with you and that is okay despite lo que estoy sintiendo ahorita, please please please don't feel bad if you're reading this and you're feeling bad remembering them or maybe you've forgot about them (Which i highly doubt pero ajá, nunca se sabe uwu) _I HOPE YOU'RE NOT USING THAT EMOTICON ANYMORE YOU'RE 24 AND THAT'S PRETTY CHILDISH LIKE LOOK AT IT PLS TELL ME YOU'RE NOT USING IT, THINK BACK TO WHEN YOU WROTE THIS AND TELL ME THAT YOU'RE NOT USING IT ANYMORE ISTG _ Please keep enjoying the things you do now, keep liking kpop because...... girl it slaps so hard BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF tell me you got at least 1 loona album and a lightstick and 2020 you is gonna be so happy like.... REALLY HAPPY. Hope you're happy more than anything with everything in the past staying there and you have moved on from whatever made you feel bad or holds you back and your only worry now is what job you should take next and also how much you owe the land lord or whatever lmao and you're not contemplaning anything bad and there's only happiness ahead Lots of good vibes and hoping I make the right decisions, Grauli PD: Please don't get marry before your 28 birthday, or at least...... be sure it's the right person.