A letter from June 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Just remembered this bih used to call herself yahsemoni lmaoooo ok Had me telling everyone dis **** So how r. u bbg? So we in a middle of a pandemic lolololllllll I just finished school last week which was deallly nice I’m so proud of my self ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I got good grades anyway Tabby just got a job at Popeyes I think and I hope I get one too pls Ummmmm she going to college next year So idk what imma Do but that’s for later . Um I don’t really know what to say Ooohhhh we get to keep the chrome books Why Dafuq am I nervous to talk to you lmaoooo I’m scared of my own selfffff fsseeee ok but I’m glad you’re there and not here rn 😭😭 like id rather be there rn . My routine right now consists of Changing Philemon Feeding him Every 5 minutes and I’m not exaggerating Take care of literally everyone Cook breakfast lunch and dinner Check grandma breakfast lunch and dinner Clean the house all the time and wash the dishes since tabby don’t want to Do school on top of that but now I’m gonna garden which I still don’t like Try to find a hobby or like stick to it Sobyeahhh And I think I’m gonna cry cause I have no type clothing bro like I can’t go out in public type thing. Idk how I’m gonna go to school next year it’s in gods hands -although I’ve been having dreams about trying in clothes so I think it’s gonna happen realllllw soooon hopefully it’s like foreshadowing r something. I just finished breath eyes memory ew Bro I just realized I’m like 22 right now wtfffffff that’s a long time from. Now why am I writing this lmaoooooooooooooo I’m only 17 and a half . Broooo that’s crazyyyyy Do u have Wattpad Do u read a lot Ik you study 24 hours which is why I pass your classes What college did u go to hopefully u of m accepted lmaooo umm how’s your roommieeee I’m pretty sure you’ve gotten one by now U precious queen. Anyways if I don’t get this message is because god has come so I’m not disappointed . But yeahhh duddeeeeeeeeeee I’m gonna try to clean the house even tho I don’t like or want tooooo like yuck I’m tired but I’ll keep going What happened to elevation How’s the world How and when did you go back to school How’s your room cause you better have changed it by now Uk what Phil is probably living up there. Lmao I love you so much queen don’t forget where you’ve come from and please please work hard from me please I beg you I want you to be successful and show the haters that you are successful. Also you’ll earn a reward in heaved for living for the lord Be brave and courageous even though you will fail you will get back up one test doesn’t define you. If mom did it so can you do put your head up and. E the best you can be. Had a routine . Workout meditate eat healthy get enough sleep take care queen because you deserve it . I live you so much and please do it for us and your family will be proud Other than that I really hope your buying the electric violin sooonnnn and your own . Are I working I’m watching the fourth season of theiteen reasons why . It’s pretty good that the other seasons Who are your friends omgg do I have a guy bsf!!???? How did church go after quarantine I don’t like staying stuck in a house but I believe it’s a better good god knows ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥳🥳🖤🖤🖤💕🌏🌈✨😆🥰🌈🥰😱✨✨✨😆🥺✨😆🌈🥰😊✨😄😁😄😁😄 ur beautiful sincerely , queen