A letter from June 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How’s life? Has mum come back yet? Has she changed? What about your brothers, are they ok? You were a big piece of **** back in 2020, you acted like your own mother; selfish and stupid. You have a short *** temper and just an overall horrible person, but you’re just sad and angry and unfortunately no one understands that. Being 14 and having your mother dump your *** sucks, it’s not easy to handle when she’s continuously promising you and your brothers that she’s going to get better when you know she’s lying to your face and doesn’t care about the fact that she’s breaking you. Life is tough Kayla, but you need to step the **** up. Get better in school and get a job. But anyways enough about that, it’s about me (well- present me at least). I have boyfriend (yes, you managed to get a boyfriend Kayla, don’t be surprised) and he’s really nice. He’s a wonderful person and I really don’t deserve him. He lives in Perth sadly but I really wanna see him!! But I’m nervous to see him as I did lie about my height.. I’m trying to get shorter and if I can’t I’ll get some surgery to do so.. my desired height is 4’2 (like I said to him) and he really likes short girls!! He hates average and loves short girls, and he says I’m perfect for him. But it’s fine cause I got this covered :). Also I made friends! Chloe, Jasmine andddd- thats it.. Not much but-! It’s better than nothing! :) plus, they actually care for me- which leaves me to this question; are you still friends with them? YOU BETTER BE!! Cause they’re great people Kayla.. you don’t wanna let them go. Also- do you still cosplay? Oh! What’s your music type? Still have that ‘angel’ or ‘vaporwave’ aesthetic? What about your first ukulele!!? What’s your job? Do you still do art? If so, you should totally redraw some of the characters I made!! I’m trash but yeah. Also- what’s your *********? Has the government taken control yet? What about corona, betcha heard’ve that before! (obviously-). I’ve got so much to ask!! But Kayla.. please be wise with your choices.. you’re making some bad ones in 2020 and you’re an absolute mess.. so please take care of yourself, I want you to become the best person you can be :) I care about you dummy! Butttt- please also do this for me.. GO TO JAPAN!! Eat the delicious food, explore the culture!! Just please.. go to Japan!! Also- you should catch up with AngryCollector (or whatever his name is) if you don’t remember him, look on your xbox friends (account: RainboPastelFox. password: same thing as your email, your previous one.) and search up Angry and it should come up with a username. Click on it (or go on the profile) and go through the pictures that were taken, then you should remember :) talk with him, on discord or whatever. Just please!! He’s a great person and I miss himmm!! (Maybe you can meet.. please..) Also, how’s the Instagram account going? Remember when you got excited when you had/have 500 followers? Funny times. bsdgkjvlhjv- do you miss being young? OH- remember that focused kid? Yeah, ngl he was an *******- what an actual *****.. but I bet you still careeee, no? Oh- ok.. welp anywaysss.. have you traveled the world? Have you finished school? Or did you? Do you still listen to those HOT ddlg audios on YouTube? (subscribe to notwhorosethinks- AHEM-) look, I’m not weird, ok? Jeez.. Do you still talk to Amasha? I hope you guess are still the best of friends because she was a great person, still (hopefully) and VERY BEAUTIFUL HBJFVE- what about Jessica? Y’know.. Jessica Bosel? What do you do for a job? (If you have one..) are you succeeding? DO YOU HAVE A YOUTUBE CHANNEL YETTT?!! If so.. what do you do? Look, I’m not proud but I’m proud of you. You’ve made it alive, and I’m hoping you’re still alive to read this letter; you got this Kayla and I believe in you. VIRTUAL HUGSSSS!!! yes this is sad but I have to go.. mainly cause I have nothing else to say.. but I love you Kayla, you’re a REALLY cringy person but yeah.. please dye your hair for me and make your room Hello Kitty, get a pink glittery hello kitty knife and a pink balaclava! Well I hope life treats you well and just remember.. when life gives you Lemons, you buy a ******* ***. (reference to bo3 zombies.. you better play that game again and bo2..) KEEP YOUR XBOX 360 AND NEVER GET A PLAYSTATION!! Well, I’m signing off now. Keep well, don’t forget get to stay hydrated and SLEEP FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. I love you Kayla and I’m very proud of you. Sincerely signed, Kayla Lee Willcockson-Sturrock 2020. Date: {Wed, 10 ,, 06 ,, 20} Happy 19th Birthday :)