A letter from June 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, well can i say its a letter to me when rlly its a goodbye letter, well 4 the people readying this u will know wat i felt when my heart stopped beating and the blood stoped flowing threw my body. it was the day i got home from school i had the worst after noon the kids teased me about the mustache above my lip or the mono brow or that i am super small you see wat i mean there was always smthing i had to get teased about lets rewind 5 years ago when i was 7 my brother was ****** in a car accident and whne i should of been the one taking his place up in heaven well my laptops bout to die and its 4 am in the morning so i gtg and 4 the people seeing this tell my mom i love her and that its not ur fault its mine and ur and tell dad i will miss him 4 ever and till this day u wont live with ur self but remember i was the middle child and that i cant rememeber the last time i got a new pair of shoes so goodbye and i got put on this earth 4 a reason and got taken from it 4 another reason and now dad i can keep my older bro company and i wont fight with him dont worry