A letter from June 8th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Heyyy girly, how you doing? Well I really hope you are doing better than ur past self. When I'm writing you this letter I'm 15, and you will be reading this on your bday when you are 20 and hopefully better and happier. I know that you are sad with everything that is going on in your life, but don't worry it gets better trust me. Anyways...I know 2020 was a crazy year, I'm happy that you were strong enough to get through it tho. It was hard with everything that was going, but at least it kinda helped you out right, because you were really sad at school and cried a lot bc you had no one to hang out with and you would eat lunch in the bathroom stall, but it's okay because now you are going to a new school and hopefully get yourself better friends and remember quality over quantity always. I think that was your biggest mistake joining a big friend group, but that was a lesson you learned early in your life which I'm glad. I know girlyy that you were struggling with body image and insecurity in general, but remember you are beautiful just the way you are, and NEVER let anyone tell you otherwise. STOP comparing yourself to other people you see on instagram or tiktok ahah. Also you better catch up and start studying if you wanna be someone in the future, I know that sometimes it can be hard and that you procrastinate a lot, but I KNOW that you can do it!! Hopefully you will get into a good college that you like and get a job that you enjoy. I'm cheering for you always. Well I guess that is all I have to say rn.. Happy birthday and enjoy your 20th bday, you deserve it. kisses. -future self fifia <3