A letter from June 8th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Erin, hey. It’s me. I’m currently 12 years old right now and it’s jun 8 2020. There’s a global pandemic happening, riots, George flyods *****. It’s a lot. When ever I’m sad Erin, I think about current you reading this letter, the Erin who is now 17, I think about your current situation, how wonderful it might be. I think about my YouTube channel, and the amazing people I will meet, the beautiful people who will come into my life and make amazing memories that I can look back on. Erin, I think about how amazing the future is going to be. My future husband or wife, my future kids, future supporters, they are the people that help me keep going every day. They are the reason why I wake up and live my life. Your the reason why I try, And I thank you for that. I’ve been through, a lot these past years. Fake friends, parent things, augments, and way much more. But I always keep u in mind during those times. I always remember that you are there for me, and will be there for me for the rest of my time. Erin, I love you, so much. I love your attitude, your future, your plans. I love how, you were strong for me when I wasn’t. I love how much u reminded me of my purpose, of what I’m meant to do. You keep my going, you always do, you and ur crazy ways lol.. You always, make me feel like I’m not alone. You have been through, a lot. Your still here though, five years later, reading this, probably to yourself and are about to show it to your parents lol.. You know. I always felt like I am someone in this big crowd of people here on earth. I always felt like I’m someone special, someone unique. I know sometimes you don’t feel like that, but I do, I think that your amazing. Your so loved, so special. I’m not someone Who is good at these kind of messages, but, I’m counting on you, do the things I’ve always wanted to do. Go out, go to the beach, have a crazy night at your friends house or do something that I would want, for me.. Always remember I’m right here, I’m a part of you that will never leave, I’m always here for you, just like your always here for me. Keep going, keep pushing yourself for your happy ending, you will get it, trust me. Erin, I-I’m right here.. I’m always here. Go accomplish your goals, you have waited to long, don’t give up halfway... I’ve always wondered if I would be something. That shooting star in the night sky, That's brighter than The others. The star that shines so bright and so high that it will never be mocked, or ever be put in pain, since you went through the suffering now right? There’s no more?..... it’s okay if there is.. I’m not mad, it’s okay. We will always get through it no matter what Erin. We will always keep shining... it makes me wonder if anyone has fallen in love with me yet, I mean future me reading this. Did I, find my soulmate yet? Am I still forever alone lol. Well, if they are there, text them, call them, tell them how much you love them, tell them everything. My future soulmate is also the person who keeps me going, My soulmate if your reading this with me. I love you, and that will never change. I’ve dreamed of having someone who loves me the way that I’ve seen in other people’s lives for so long. I always felt like I was alone, on so many occasions, I always have wondered if you were in the same city, same country as I am, wondering about me to. I always have wanted to find you, but, I guess I’ll meet you later on down the road. I have always loved my future plans, my future people. I guess that’s why I focus on it that much to get my mind off of the things that have been on it. The dream life I’ve always wanted to live... I know it’s going to come, but just in a few years, I can wait. It’s okay, I know how hard it could be to stay and try and fix the things that were lost so long ago, but, look forward, Erin, there’s a path of greatness waiting for you. I love you, so much.. Don’t forget me. -Erin, 12, 2020