A letter from June 8th, 2020

Dear FutureNolan, Hi Its Kellie! I love you. I really love you. I am currently sitting in or living room in Iwakuni With Roofus passed out on the couch and Kev on the floor. This past weekend we went to the river and hung around and swam and cliff jumped. It was honestly the most exciting thing that we have done here so far! I had a lot of fun with you and it was one of those days that made me fall in love with you even more. We had a fight about OCS this past weekend, about when I will go, leaving you and trying to decide if it is truly what I want to do. I really hope that it all works out and I god but after we are done in Japan. Or not! Just as long as we are happy. And If I don't go, I hope I finally find something that I enjoy doing. Probably something outside away from grammar. I wish I had more to tell you but our life is pretty boring. I am very happy but we still can't leave base. I do think we are going to be able to get take out tonight though so that is exciting. I hope the day you get this letter it is a good day, or a bad day and this will make it better. Tell me you love me and show me this letter. Right now I can barley squeek out one pull up and my run time is at 25 min for a three mile. Do we have kids?! I never want to look too far into the future because it scares me to think that all of my life could change. But honestly the way it has changed over the past year has made me WAY happier than I was before. oo big stretch from goof anyways, go call me, text me, roll over and kiss me and tell me how much you love me! and lets react to the letter together.