A letter from June 7th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Soulmates will have red thread tied to their left little fingers that symbolizes the blood vessel from the heart tying to the person that you are destined to be with. Japanese people believe this so i am just letting you know. UNDERSTAND?. Hey there again. Today its 28/4/2020, 9.39pm and yes i am still stuck at home. Hmmmm i am doing this today because i feel like it will help you one day . Do you understand the phrase above but if you don't than that's ok even i don't know what it means. Are you ok there? I just wanted to let you know for me here i think i have lose the believe in love. Love is nothing more than a word to me now. Have you found your soulmate. Is he cute?, does he take care of you well?, Does he controls you in everything?, Do he gets mad at you for no reason? Well i know you can't answer me now but just answer me through your inner self coz i will always be with you forever no matter how old are you right now. If you have someone you love read this together with him. I would like to let him know something. Go and call him now and read this with him. Don't read the next paragraph without him. I MEAN IT!!!! Hey dude are you my boyfriend now. I hope you love me with your whole heart. If you are wondering who i am i am your girlfriends 18 years old self. I just wanna advice you about something and listen to it carefully plus you better take this seriously tho. First things first don't you dare to control me with what i wear. secondly, please don't stop me from talking to other guys ok. You can trust me 10000% if i love you i will never ever cheat with another guy. Next, can you pretty please support me through my career and passion, i would love if you do that because i already been through alot here because of my career choice and i can't take it anymore. I want people to support me not just leave me and walk pass me. I'm already broken here and i can't see my future self there broken too. I hope you can help me fix my broken heart back. Will You? Lastly don't stop me from going out with my friends at any time of the day please Well i learn this from my past relationship so please don't hurt me now.... I just don't have strength to cry every night. Maybe there now i would still be lying to you that i am not crying every night. Even if you ask me now i would say no but trust me i am crying every night till the minute you are with me. You now what i need i just a caring hug from you and hold my hand tight and never let go. Never let my hand go, even if i ask you to let go please don't. Trust me i have never been loved truly here and i hope you would help me more than i do. I LOVE YOU NA. and Theesha to you don't you dare forget your friends that help you, i mean me through my heart break and all the problems. Abi(your better half), Anjali(your craziness), Diva(your human diary), Vakesh(your unblood bro), Dhanesh(your primary friend), Thinesh(your boy bestie) and Priya(your sunshine). I am not sure that if you still have contact of Priya and you are still talking to her but i hope you are still friends with her. I am having a fight with her and she doesn't wanna talkk to me now so i will try my very best to make up with her ok please don't worry. Well i guess that's all for now. You will recive you next letter soon until then goodbye. LOVE YA.