A letter from June 6th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey jojo... it’s Joanna 17 year old you. It feels crazy writing this rn knowing you’re probably gonna forget all about it later on. Rn you’re writing this on your iPhone 8 Plus lmaoo. So how do you feel? I feel ok . Kinda anxious at times but lord knows way better than a year ago (aka first real break up EW) anyways . I ******* hope you’re doing amazing sweetie. I hope you’re in college, well you’ll be 22 by then . So like hopefully graduated college right ? I ******* hope you didn’t fall for a stupid boy like really hard 😂 YOU ARENT WELL WITH BREAKUPS LMAO. I ******* hope you have your own place BC IK HOW BAD I WANT THAT RN!! I hope you don’t regret wishing that tho .. Ik adult like is going to be hard Bc of bills and everything but I jus want privacy uk. Like being able to ft ppl whenever , getting that **** whenever lmao💀💀. Jus uk privacy doing whatever tf you want !! But ik ima miss being a teen bro . Being a teen is slick great you don’t pay bills and **** uk. But idk tbh but ik I will miss being a teen but I wanna be a adult at the same time it’s weird. But yea how do you feel ? Fine really neutral . I hope when you read this you’re happy .. hopefullly single uk 😙 being a hoe cause NIGGAS AINT ***** PERIODDT. Doing well in life .. not struggling with bills .. friendships.. relationships.. jus happy 😊. Heathy , in shape, jus **** tf. And if you do have a bf I ******* hope he’s ******* treating you well YOURE ******* WORTH SO MUCH !!! NEVER FORGET THAT BABY YOURE ALL YOU GOT IF HE ISNT MAKING YOU HAPPY THROW THAT MF OUT THE GOD **** WINDOW!!! But yes I am all over the place 💀 do you still listen to young nudy your baby daddy? Ever marry him? At least kiss him? Bucket list for sure 😌. Still use tik tok? Cause uk that’s the reason you’re making this rn😂. Mmm wat else do I say. I hope you learned how to drive , I hope you have your own place, I hope you have a stable well paying job, well you jus finished college (I think) so maybe not yet idk. I jus ******* hope you’re doing well. I love you ❤️ Hope you’re getting high everyday sweetie we love to see it. Hope you stopped caring about wat everyone thinks . You’re already way outgoing more than you used to be but more would be better. I dead *** don’t know wat else to say . I hope mommy and daddy are good as well 🥺 alive .. bro I stg if I read this and they’re not ima be heart broken. Hope you go on hella vacations have hella fun enjoy your adult life . Are you still friends with kelly and Lesly ? Anyone from high school? Ok I dead *** don’t know wat else to say so jus remember enjoy your life and if you’re not on track rn get tf on it rn 😤😤. I love you ❤️