A letter from June 6th, 2020

Dear Future Me, Well start with this, what is really important to you. And you should know the answer to that. It isn't money or jewelry or fancy cars or houses. It is you. What matters to you are your memories, your sense of self, and your happiness. A year from now I will be 180 pounds. I'll have a job, and I'll love to drive my car. Right now my favorite movie is fight club, however I don't really have a favorite show. Like I've had shows in the past that I liked, but I don't really have a favorite. I love me somde call of duty and star wars battlefront 2. However, without a doubt, my favorite video game is For Honor. For Honor makes me angry more than any other game that I play, but it also makes me happier than any other game. I have over 1600 hours in the game, or around 60 days on it. My favorite app is youtube. It is just the most entertaining, or at least has the most amount of entertainment on it. You and I both know that books are not our thing. And as for music, only $uicideBoy$. Well, that's not to say that you don't listen to anyone else, but they are your main guys for sure. In case you've forgotten, you love their edgy and at times intense lyrics. They hit a part of your soul that you can't explain. You also love their references to fight club, especially when $crim calls himself yung Tyler Durden. Favorite food, without a doubt burritos. We’ve been over this, burritos > any other food. As far as things you've struggled with, it’s been feeling wanted. You’ve always seemed to feel like people don't like you, even though most often they do. Whenever you become friends with someone, it's almost like you want to be their only friend, because you are afraid of losing them. You're afraid that you'll be alone, and that this person will leave you. You don't really know why either. But you get too attached to people too often. Hopefully future me no longer does this. My favorite color is blue, though I always try to tell myself it’s not. Sometimes I try to tell myself that green or purple, or even red is my favorite color, but they're not. I can't change who I am, I'm a blue kind of guy. Sincerely, Cade Luck