A letter from June 6th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey Tahlia I hope that you are finally happy right now and finally satisfied with your life and that if you found that first love you've always wanted where he gives you cuddles and forehead kisses and holds your hand because I know that you would definitely LOVE that, having someone to hold would be so calming for you and if this boy is taller than you WOOHOOOOOOO YOU GO GIRLY LETS GO TAHLIA LETS GO you bloody legend I love you so **** much. So how's school going you better be doing good because you wouldn't want to let Mr Hansen down would you? Remember what he always said, "You don't always have to be in the top class you just got to have motivation and perseverance," And by now the building for our house would obviously be done so just make sure that you have decorated it nicely with that retro style we love and I really hope that everything has been going good with the family if not I'm sorry about that but please forgive or apologise to that person because you never know if today might be your last I don't even know if your going to read this letter because I may have done something bad within these 5 years but I know that your strong and that you are able to do anything you want as long as you really want it because nothing will stop you if you really want it. I wanted to make this letter long just because. BIG QUESTION have you gotten in your first fight yet because if you have GREAT JOB but if you haven't GREAT JOB as well because that means you haven't had to get into a fight with anyone. lets hope that you still have that great style that stood out everywhere and your personality lets hope that your personality has not changed one bit because it was perfection from the start. Now are you still hanging out with meika, Naomi, and Celina because I already know your hanging out with Sienna and anysha and stuff from your school but if you aren't GO HANG OUT WITH THEM THEY WERE BOSS *** *******(sorry about me swearing) but if you found out they were fake go bash them up right now leave this letter and go to their house with your dora the explorer bike and beat them up. I can just imagine you reading this on your birthday saying, "******* OLD TAHLIA WAS ELITE," I know I know I am the best BY THE WAY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY YOUR FINALLY 16!!!!!!!!! DRIVERS LICENSE THIS YEARRRRR. Ok lets talk about us, are you still insecure about your weight and stomach size if you are you should know that YOU ARE SO ******* BEAUTIFUL I CANT EVEN COMPREHEND AND IF YOU DONT HAVE A BF AND THINK THATS WHY IT IS NOT AND IF IT IS ALL OF THOSE GUYS ARE ******* STUPID FOR NOT RECOGNISING YOUR BEAUTY AND THAT IS THEIR FAULT NOT YOURS honestly Tahlia you are too beautiful for words and I think that was the only insecure you had THATS RIGHT I SAID HAD AS IN PAST TENSE BECAUSE YOU BETTER CHANGE THAT INSECURITY RIGHT NOW I WANT YOU TO GO CHANGE OUT OF YOUR CLOTHES HAVE A SHOWER PUT ON YOUR BEST DRESS AND HEELS BEST MAKEUP AND LOOK IN THE MIRROR SO THAT YOU CAN SEE YOUR FULL POTENTIAL AND IF YOU DON'T WANT TO DO ALL THAT GO IN THE MIRROR RIGHT NOW AND YOU WILL STILL BE ABLE TO SEE YOUR BEAUTY. Ok I think that's all for now you might get multiple letters because I could of left something out in this one so you have been warned and I want to leave this letter off with an I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE DONT HAVE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS OR BECOME DEPRESSED AGAIN PLEASE BE HAPPY I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH YOU LEGEND