A letter from June 6th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Right now I am in the lowest point of my life. 1.3 gpa and failed out of college. I have been getting high everyday and every moment. I guess its because I am trying to run away from my self. Who am I truly. Soon i am going to be starting taking classes at the local community college. I am gonna change myself no matter what because this is not me. It was never was, I was always that bright kid with high grades and the only race I had was against other kids on who can solve a equation faster. Now I am racing a whole different crew on who can smoke longer. You know one thing ive learned now is no one is gonna be yours accept from your family like legit no ******* body is gonna be there from accept from ur loved one.