A letter from June 5th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey. Right now I’m 15 almost 16 and going through a lot. I have an eating disorder, i’m going through depression and anxiety, that’s all i know for now. life really sucks. i wish that i could just go to sleep and never wake up. but in 5 years i expect myself to be in college probably studying psychology(which i still cant spell) in hopes of helping people in my current situation in the future. i also might be dead in 5 years. don’t really see myself living past 19 but this is incase i end up actually feeling better. i hope to have a boyfriend or at least a first kiss by then. also hope i’m hot. and partying it up. are keelyn and jake still together? rn they’re practically having *** on the front porch. rlly awkward for me. anyways i’m proud of me for making it past this. if you’re reading this you’re increasingly strong and can do anything. also i hope i love myself in the future. and if i don’t then you need to. ok bye don’t forget to do another one of these in the future.