A letter from June 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You graduated high school today. I am so proud of us, of you, for making it this far. I have so many questions! Are you going to college, what are you majoring in, where are you going, did you ever make mom and dad proud, what about fees, did you get scholarships? But most importantly, are you happy? I really hope you're happy. Everything is so much right now. I feel invisible to my friends and family. Did you make new friends? It's like I'm suffocating in my friend group right now, I hope you made up with Tanya. I'm sorry for my mistakes, I wish you could give me advice right now because it seems impossible to keep going. But I'm doing it, for you, for us. Did the Bs even matter? Was it worth it? Do you even have friends with the fucking parents you have? Like do they ever ease up on us? It's so hard right now. But I wanna focus on the good, Lilo is now fully grown! How is she, I hope she finally stopped biting and learned how to go on a walk. No matter what's going on I'm so proud of you. It doesn't matter if mom and dad never say it because I am so proud. Also low-key random but did we go see BTS ever? Sorry, I'm ranting, I can't talk to anyone else, I feel guilty for weighing them down and bothering them lol. So did you fall in love? First kiss? First date? It's ok if you haven't I understand completely. Don't worry Vasudha you're gonna do big things. Live a great life and live a happy life, Love 16-year-old you